another recurring dream

Late last year i went to court and my step dad got 20 years in prison for abusing me, now i dream that he has escaped prison, hunts me down kidnaps me, and takes me to the place he did when i was a kid. Then my dream goes to show Ricky searching for me, he travels back to england to the old house we lived in, searches everywhere but that *obvious* place....and i wake up as he is about to abuse me again????

your feeling trapped with the lifestyle you have chosen,your feeling like your relying on certain people to save you and change everything to make it a happier situation but instead of rescuing you your feeling like they've not tried they're hardest .

deep down your more or less saying to yourself that this isn't going to get better this is a bad cycle that you've hit and your always going to be left with that hurt angry upset empty feeling unless someone rescues you but only you can do the rescuing you cant rely on others and this is all showing in your dream.


your the one with the power as in your dream your in control your the one that has to make changes and rescue your self :)